| with the night comeing to a close |
[13 Oct 2006|03:11am] |
stiff shoulders and cracking bones. leave me to dry in the sun. I don't want to be alone. but I cannot move. my body has now become frail. why does it have to be this way. I'm sick. I'm diseased. I'm dying. I'm dead. my life once so meaningful and long. has now turnedshort into these few remaining days. memories of a lifetime fill my mind. as I close my eyes one lat time. I'm sick. I'm diseased. I'm dying. I'm dead. not so old but I don't forget. I'm afraid to die. but I'm not dead yet. please kiss me one last time. this is the end of my life.
"give me a razor and with this
I give my wrists a kiss of steel"
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| this is how it is |
[26 Feb 2006|12:33am] |
A child from my highschool
Was sent off to Iraq
He got shot in the head
He's never coming back
I didn't really know him
But I know a lotta kids
Who sold themselves as soldiers
Who's fate may be like his
It makes me think of high school
And the kids who walked the halls
I wonder just how many
Went off to heed the call
Who closed their eyes so quickly
And bought the myth of war
The promise of honor
Or a heart that beats no more
I think about the hallway
That was right outside the gym
I think about that doorway
With students coming in
Right by the cafeteria
Where lunch was everyday
Where the Army had their table
And gave free pens away
I saw those pens a lot
"Be All That You Can Be"
"Murder a couple families
And we'll pay for your degree"
They always mention money
As if soldier's came home rich!
They tricked you into killing
And you fell for it...
I remember many times
When I saw that table there
And I curse myself to think
That I never made it clear
That this is not normality
It's not another trend
It's soldiers in my hallway
Murdering my friends
Now I say it loudly
Wishing I was there
"Fuck you recruiters!
Stop targeting my peers!"
It's not my war to fight in
Neither is it yours
You're sending kids like me
To die in other people's wars
So stop and think my friends
Next time you see Marines
Talking to your classmates
Think just what it means
Cuz soldiers are not heroes
Let's make it clearly known
They're kids like you and me
Who hearts and minds we're overthrown
So don't be scared of nothing
Please take my advice
If they start talking to your classmates
Stand your ground and fight
And don't be fooled by fables
That the textbook authors type
Their war's are fought for profit
Not for people's rights.
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[31 Oct 2005|03:21pm] |
You're an Art-Political-Punk. Youre basically my
favorite kind. You like to write poetry or
paint, but you're still into the more classic
punk rockers. You're probably also more of a
loner than most punks. Oh and you probably
dislike skin heads more than most other kids.
You might also follow politics and have good
logical reasons to dislike the government, and
society. A little bit like Jello Biafra
perhaps?
What kind of Punk are You?
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| am i cool or what |
[13 Oct 2005|12:23pm] |
 | You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.
A Slave To BDSM | | 85% | A Romantic | | 75% | Virgin | | 65% | Sex God | | 65% | </td>
How are you in bed
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this one hit the nail on the head
 | You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.
Satanism | | 100% | atheism | | 83% | Paganism | | 83% | Buddhism | | 67% | Judaism | | 33% | Christianity | | 33% | Hinduism | | 17% | agnosticism | | 17% | Islam | | 17% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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bull shit fuck this one
 | You scored as Bomb. Your death will be by bombing. You will probably be an innocent bystander, not doing anything wrong and not a person who was targeted at, just in the wrong place at the wrong time.
Suicide | | 100% | Bomb | | 100% | Disappear | | 80% | Gunshot | | 67% | Disease | | 67% | Suffocated | | 67% | Eaten | | 67% | Drowning | | 33% | Posion | | 33% | Cut Throat | | 33% | Accident | | 20% | Stabbed | | 13% | Natural Causes | | 0% | </td>
How Will You Die??
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this one made me laugh
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[10 Oct 2005|07:21pm] |
its funny cause its true
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[10 Oct 2005|02:53am] |
| You scored as Emo.
Emo | | 100% | rap | | 70% | Punk | | 65% | metal | | 60% | grunge | | 60% | Indie | | 55% | reggae | | 40% | classic rock | | 40% | industrial | | 30% | country | | 20% | Pop Punk | | 20% | mainstream rock | | 5% | Pop | | 0% | ska | | 0% | </td>
what breed of music are you?
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i would give this a 100% if you switched punk and emo and maybe moved metal higher on the list...... i think the questions about metal are on the jaded side
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| people need lives |
[27 Jan 2004|11:04pm] |
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i am not going to make anymore public entrys. stop looking at my journal.
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| fuck public entrys |
[28 Dec 2003|12:07am] |
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look at how different things are now, from what they used to be. would you feel good about yourself if we walked away from this? because you changed your mind and broke what we shared inside. and i think back to a time we said that things never change. can you remember that? it wasn't t that far back. that's the decision that you made, and we used to see things straight. i'm not responsible for the decisions that you made. you're running into walls and you can't even help yourself? it's time to see things for what they are. you thinkg you've grown up, when you gave in....
this is my last public entry......
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| This is a poem |
[23 Sep 2003|11:50pm] |
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He loved her completely. Even when she was ignorning his ass. Even when she was fucking someone else and calling him up to tell him how good it was. After long periods of writing her letters, calling her, and getting humiliated, he started to hte her. He started to get in a lot of fights. He spent a lot of time alone. He worked overtime so he would have somthing to do.
He was an artist. He could turn his hands into fists. Like magic. Like a big black knight. Like battery acid. Like life with a hole in one of its tires.
She was beutiful and out of reach. He needed a song. He needed something to talk to him. He counted the days that he didnt call her. He thought of her all the time. No one is worth all that Bull Shit...
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| ALL THOSE WASTED CALLING CARDS |
[27 Aug 2003|01:05am] |
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1)So here's my story, one more time. With fast beats and words that rhyme. Once again the same old song and dance. Same old story of failed romance. From 3 hours to three thousand miles, lots of words. Lots of smiles, bullshit promises, broken dreams. Don't you see that you lied to me? It's your fault, no one else. You can blame me, just not to blame yourself. Why did you make this so hard? Another night, another calling card.
2) We are not both to blame, that is just an excuse and it is really lame. Now it's your fault that I am this way. It’s hard to forget all the things that you would say. I’ll take this lesson, now I've learned. There’s no one I can trust, without being burned. Lets take this chance, we’ve made our break. No good-bye’s lets just go our separate ways. It’s your fault, no one else. You can blame me, just not to blame yourself. Why did you make this so hard? Another night, another calling card.
once again i will be redoing my livejournal soon..... stay tuned!
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| its someones birthday and i dont know if they got my im |
[17 Aug 2003|10:33pm] |
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New man show is a waist. i like porn and chicken. digital cable almost up. i need somthing to make a website for. maybe rollins cause he is a punk rock roaster like "sid" aka "sid". dave you should laugh cause i tell you too.
just an update...
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